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Monday, October 30, 2006

Mixed Emotions

I do not feel like talking about CHOP sorry... All I have to say on it is... Kati, Szabi's hands are a characteristic of WS, Tatum has the same little fat hands...so cute .I though about you the sec that Dr. Kaplan told us that :)

Tonight was not one of my easier, Tree's post was the straw that broke it...I loved the post but I think it just hit home and I was already dancing on the edge. Sometimes you just need a good cry. LOL
Not one Dr. returned my phone calls today, I have a ton of work to do, I just missed work last week and next week we leave Wed for vacation, and on and on...oh yeah Dr. appointments an such too...I have decided that I am pissed about it all. I did not sign up to be a researcher, advocate, along with my other jobs. I learned that I am the one who is going to know the most...YUCK, I already know way more then I EVER wanted to .OK ok I am done whining...

Oh yeah I am pretty excited about vacation it has only been planned for over a year :)

5 comments:

Kerry said...

Whenever you are ready, go ahead and let it out. :)

Where is the vacation?

Kati said...

Lisa, don't give up, you are a perfect mom! I know these last straws LOL... and you are right, after a good cry everything seems to be better!
And you are kind that we were in your mind at the doc :))))))))
I hope you'll have a wonderful vacation at ...where is exactly?

Love, Kati

Amy K said...

Lisa, cry and get it out, we all have along haul in front of us and your journey is just starting and is still under a year. Hard to beleive all that pain has been bundled and expereinced in such a short amount of time. Take it one day at a time, you don't need to know everything TODAY. You have so much time to learn for your little one. And remember, our kids are NOT the ones in the videos, they will have far more opportunities than ever, and many friends like Avery, Clare, Erik, Daven, Brady, Szabi, Emerson, and more. They will never be alone!
XOXO
Amy

Aspen said...

Lisa, get it all out. There will be many more times when I will feel the need to cry it out and will be calling you...so the least I can do is be here for you when it is your day to cry.

I would venture to say that there are many moms of older WS children that don't know everything yet. This will be a lifetime of research and learning. No need in rushing to learn it all in one year.

LOVE YOU GIRL!

Teresa said...

It's okay to whine, complain, cry - that's what we're hear for! The only chicas in the world who understand you!

Have a wonderful vacation. I am glad you got divorced at work (yes, I am combining posts here) if that's what you needed to do. I learned a long time ago to eliminate the stressors in my life that I could because there are so many I can't.

Have a great vacation. Can I come with you next year?? HA ha ha...